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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
2:51 pm	Wow... I'm just surprised that I still remember the password for this LJ... Hell, I'm surprised I still HAVE this LJ..... (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 25th, 2002
6:59 pm	Because I can.... In order.... Firstly, I am the Puma Sisters! I took the catgirl test by Meeki Click here to take the test! In second place, I am Catreece! I took the catgirl test by Meeki Click here to take the test! Taking third, I am Felicia! I took the catgirl test by Meeki Click here to take the test! And in fourth down, we have.... Meeki Merle and Nuku^2 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
6:37 pm	Valentine's Day question.... What do girls want? Are roses and chocolates still okay? Help me, please... (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 21st, 2002
12:04 pm	Quicky Update First of all, I want a big hearty thanks to go out to my homie, Lurker! Wai wai birthday wishes and all that! Second of all, Life is good! Life is fucking awesome, if you ask me. I'm writing again, I'm setting up to take classes, and I might be getting a pissant job at Sam's Club, making $7.50 an hour as a cashier. My girlfriend is back in Vermont, I just donated my PSX to a friend of mine, HHH won the Royal Rumble, and I think Comcast is finally getting around to fixing the cable outside the house so I'll have regular internet access. Things are looking up for me! Of course, I have to keep everything in perspective, lest I give in to this manic high, and then get crushed by the depression that follows, but for the moment, I'm happy. On to other news. Angel is new tonight, so I'm going to have to find a way to watch it, and I have to talk to the councellors at school about my student loans. Thankfully, I already have all my core credits out of the way for my AA, so I'll only have to take electives. Now, I just have to figure out what I want to major in. I'm currently leaning towards Asian Studies, but I'm also thinking about doing a ComSci degree. What I may end up doing is majoring in Asian Studies, and taking my MCSE on the side. It's a lot of work, but that way I'll have a degree in something that I like, and I'll have something useful, also. *shrug* Anyone who cares, there was an article in the New York Times on Sunday about anime... I don't know if it's up on the web, because I get the paper delievered the old fashioned way, but if it is, check it out! That's about it. Have a nice couple of days, everyone, and I'll see you all in a few! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Pouges -- Token Celtic Drinking Song (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 12th, 2002
12:00 am	Random little thing that has popped into my head. Jon moaned as he folded the comforter down just enough to peer at his father standing in the doorway. "Jon, it's time to wake up. It's 8:30! You've already slept most of the day away!" his father said in a decidedly too chipper tone. "Dad, let me ask you something. Has Hitler been ressurected, and is he now in the process of starting up a Fourth Reich, which would mean that it was up to me to assemble a team of outrageously gorgeous high school girls who manage to wear insanely slutty cheerleader outfits while still maintaining an air of innocence. These girls, under my expert tuteleage, would swiftly become a fighting force to be reckoned with, while still conforming to certain cultural stereotypes. Of course the sexual relations I would have with all of them, more than likely all at the same time, would not distract us from our noble quest to eradicate Hitler's new evil. "Now tell me, Dad. Does anything like that await me beyond the door?" Jon asked, not even getting up. "No, nothing like that at all." Jon's father said, a bewildered look in his eyes. "Then what's out there cannot compare to what I have in my head. Good night." Jon quipped as he promptly fell back asleep. *************************** I really hate it when my father wakes me up, just to tell me that he got back from wherever he was.... (Comment on this)
Friday, January 11th, 2002
10:54 pm	DnD Stats Str: 9 Int: 14 Wis: 10 Dex: 15 Con: 10 Chr: 15 So that would make me.... errrr.... ummm..... Sorcerer? Bard? Thie...Rogue? (Comment on this)
10:09 pm	Long awaited return Well, it's been... errr.... a very long time since I've last posted. I'm in the basement of my father's house now. I'm talking in single line sentences. At any rate, nothing really interesting has been happening in my life. Looking for a job, trying to get into a new school. Yadda yadda. I got FFX, which is REALLY kick ass. The plot keeps getting more and more looped and twisted, but all in good ways. And I don't care what anyone says about Tidus. He kicks ASS! Take the Vampire Clan test Heh.... I really like this Shakira song... Maybe it's just me, but I think there's a line "Something something my breasts are small and humble, so you don't confuse them with mountains." As someone who is sick and tired of all the media hype surrounding mammoth mammaries, that line gets me. Wish that I could give a more indepth summary of what's been going on in my life, but unfortunately, my life is boring. Ah well. I did see Ocean's Eleven recently. It was pretty good. Well, I enjoied it. The acting wasn't superb, the plot wasn't that great, but the timing of everything. Don't know if it's Oscar worthy for anything, but I'd recommend it for a Tony. Still haven't seen LotR yet. Promised Katie that we'd see it together. That's about it for me... I'll talk later, if something interesting comes up. ************************************** This just in.... <td></td><td width="400"> You give off bad vibes, and like to have control in any given situation. If you aren't satisfied with something then you don't think anyone else should be either. You'd go pretty far to get what you want, even if it means wiping out human existance! On an upside...you do have sexy horns. Take The "Which Kevin Smith Male Are You?" Quiz!!</td> ******************************* This also just in.... Take the Rurouni Kenshin Character Quiz by halcyon Current Mood: amused Current Music: Shakira -- Whenever, Wherever (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 18th, 2001
2:40 pm	A pox upon my brother So I get home for break, and I'm tired and hungry, and all I really want to do is crawl into bed with a nice book and relax. Only problem is, I'm out of books. Now, I could read Kurt Angle's book again, but that was getting kinda old. So I poke around the house, and what do I find? Harry Potter. Being the adventurous sort, I took it upstairs, figuring that I'd start reading it and find out how boring it was. Not even 12 hours later I was finished with it, and buying the next two books. Curse my brother for getting me hooked on Harry Potter. Now, a day after having bought books 2 and 3, I'm about half way done with the third book, and am increasingly surprised. For the first time in a long time, I couldn't figure out the ending to the mystery in the first book. Now, I'm just being dragged in. Oh well, at least I'm getting the books cheap. Ten bucks netted me both 2 and 3, but I'll have to wait until 4 comes out in softcover. May God have mercy on my soul.... Please..... (Comment on this)
2:05 pm	Oro? If I Were a Character in Twoflower's Stories, I would be Himei I've had a very unhappy life with lots and lots of pain and suffering, and am rarely looking for the bright side of things because usually there isn't one. I see this as a realistic view of life, even if I hold out a tiny bit of hope that things will improve in the future. I wear a sailor costume and fight monsters and like Dance Dance Revolution. And here I thought I had cheered up. Just goes to show you that the world is a dark and lonely place.... (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 15th, 2001
12:25 am	It's official.... I've hit rock bottom. For reasons that I won't go into here, save stating that it was a disagreement between my roommate and myself, I've been suspended from school until Spring '03. And with the nature of my learning disability, if I don't keep up the forward momentum, I'll have to start all over again. My roommate didn't want anything like this to happen, all he wanted was some help with remediation from the Residental Life staff. Now, I've been kicked out for a year. When it first happened, I was devestated. I almost ended back up in the hospital, and was almost useless for a few days afterwards. Thankfully, my girlfriend knows me *REALLY* well, and plunked me down in front of the television, and put my Fight Club DVD on repeat. After a while, it began to sink in. I've hit rock bottom. I've lost just about everything. And now, I'm free to do anything. The only way to go is up now, cause I've dug myself into a hole rather deep. And slowly, I began to feel better. I also know now that I'm getting the shaft here. What I did was bad, and wrong, but it was also something that my roommate and I could have dealt with on our own. Unlike some other people in the school. People who have attempted vehicular homicide, or have sold drugs and made bomb threats, or any number of other major problems. But rather than address these people who have serious problems and show no signs of improving, the administration would rather keep them on campus and send me off into the great unknown. So I'm going to give them a great big "FUCK YOU!!!" and cross them off my Christmas Card list! So there! I don't know what's going to happen to me in the future. I don't know what my parents are going to do when they hear about this. I don't know how my girlfriend and I will deal with her next semester at school. But I do know that things can't get worse than they are, and that ultimatly, none of that really matters. Thank you, Tyler Durden. Besides, what use is it to sit here and snivel about everything? I've written my appeal, so everything is out of my hands. All I can do is try to figure out some way to get all my stuff from Vermont to Florida, or try to figure out some way to live in Vermont next semester. That's about it from me for now. In a couple of days I should be able to get onto the IRC channel, and I'll see the whole crew then. Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Dust Brothers -- This is your life (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 7th, 2001
11:09 am	Guided Study Proposal written.... Now, I'm just waiting for some clue as to whether the school will let me do this research paper. For my topic, I chose to do 'Judeo-Christian Mythology/Iconography in Japanese Animation.' So I'll be exploring Japan's history with western religions, and taking a look at two of my favorite anime, Eva and Sailor Moon. Then, I'll do a neat little synthesis of everything I find, write up a 25 page paper, and then present it to the school in May. Whee! Just curious now, but what other shows have religious overtones, specifically Judeo-Christian? I'm drawing a blank right now, so any help would be much appreciated. As an aside, I think I managed to pull my grades up to a C in most of my classes. Yay me. And finals are next week. I loathe this time of the year. Happy Holidays, everyone! Current Mood: anxious Current Music: The Pogues -- Fairytale of New York City (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 5th, 2001
2:22 pm	Me as Art If I were a work of art, I would be Leonardo da Vinci's Mona Lisa. I am extremely popular and widely known. Although unassuming and unpretentious, my enigmatic smile has charmed millions. I am a mystery, able to be appreciated from afar, but ultimately unknowable and thus intriguing. Which work of art would you be? The Art Test Well, I don't have much time left. I have to finish a paper about how Judaism has impacted my life, before four o'clock. It's almost 2:30, and I only have about half a page done. Damn you, ADHD!!! BTW, if anyone wants to chat, I'm on MSN and AIM. MSN: nameless_ultra_fan@hotmail.com AIM: ADHDCentral Feel free to add me. I'll try to get ICQ working, but I make no promises. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Joss Whedon -- Walk Through the Fire (Comment on this)
Monday, November 19th, 2001
2:38 am	Urge to destroy world..... rising..... I just spent close to 72 hours trying to get 4 one page journal entries, a 5 page paper on Democracy, and a 5 page paper on Buddhism done. You know how far I got? Not even a page of the Democracy paper. I hate this. It's teh end of the year, and the papers are piling up, and then, just to make matters worse, according to school policy, I'm a drug pusher too. I'll explain. A couple of nights ago, someone was making noise around campus, looking for perciset, a narcotic. In one of my less intelligent moments, I mention that I can give him something even better, called Mega. (What? Innocent NUF is really a drug pusher? Keep reading...) So we get back to my room, and I tell him to wait outside my room, and I walk in, and get out a multi-vitamin. I figure I'm up $20, this guy may take something healthy and perhaps swear off drugs forever, and the world continues. No harm, no foul. So Mr. Genius, who can't tell the difference between a CVS Multi-Vitamin and Perciset, starts running down the halls, telling everyone that he got a perciset, yadda yadda yadda, and he gets picked up by security. Oddly enough, I'm surprised that he turns me in. So I get dragged into security, and we all have a good laugh at what I did. Then I get informed that legally, it doesn't matter what I sold him, he thought he bought a perciset, so in the eyes of the law, I sold him perciset. So they tell me that they'll have to let the Dean of Students know, and then I'll find out what the punishment procedure will be. This was a week from Saturday. Friday, almost a week after the incident in question, I get an email telling me that I have a meeting with the Dean. So I go in, I tell my story, and then I get told that I'm facing a conduct board, and staring down the barrel of a deferred suspension. So the Dean tells me when my conduct board is. A week from Monday. That gives me the entirety of Thanksgiving break to stew in it. Thank you so much, Mr. Dean of Students, sir. Even worse, despite the fact that I'm 24, and that I'm paying my way through college, they still have to call my mom. I'm not saying I'm in the right. I mean, I know what I did was wrong, and looking back at it, I can see all the places where someone could have gotten hurt. I mean, the kid could have been allergic to something in the vitamin, or he could have tried to break into my room to get the rest of my 'stash', or something else. I've been driving myself and my friends crazy for the past week with guilt over this, but I'm beginning to get angry, also. What happened to my right to a speedy trial, so I'm not preoccupied with this? I haven't been able to get any work done this weekend, because everytime I try to concentrate, all I can think about is the conduct board. If you want to find me guilty and punish me, that's fine. Whatever you do, don't drag it out. I was raised both Catholic and Jewish. The guilt is killing me. ************************************* Ah well.... Gonna try to clear my mind with some quake.... Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 18th, 2001
3:01 am	You know, I don't know if this is a compliment... [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<br \>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] You know, I don't know if this is a compliment... <img src="http://shite.squirming.net/afflictiontest/ebola.gif" title="I am Ebola. Hear Your Organs Squelch."><br \><a href="http://shite.squirming.net/afflictiontest/">Take the Affliction Test Today!</a> <hr> Yet another thing, I'm not quite sure if this is good or not... If I was an Autobot, I'd be:<br> <a href="http://android5.com/misc/tests"><img border=0 src="http://android5.com/misc/tests/autobot/ironhide.gif" alt="Click to see what Autobot you could be!"></a><br> Take the <a href="http://android5.com/misc/tests">Transformers personality test</a> at android5.com!<br><br> (Comment on this)
Friday, November 16th, 2001
1:33 am	God I feel pathetic.... I'm reading Twisted Path, and reliving the days when I was impressed by twink SI fiction. Oddly enough, I skipped over the first two parts, and am reading the BGC one. I watched Smackdown tonight, between flipping channels. I saw the Heyman rant, and I really found myself agreeing with Heyman for the most part. Then Tazz choked Paul E. out, they cut to a commercial, and I turned it off to go spend time with Katie. I didn't see any of the rest of the show, and part of me is missing it. Of course, a larger part of me is glad that I spent time with my girlfriend. Just found out today that I have 10 more credits than I thought I did. This means that I can walk at Graduation next semester with Katie, then take the summer in England/Ireland while she does NOLs course. Course, this means that I have to do my Guided Study (40 page min. semester long research project. I chose to do Religious Icongraphy/Mythology in Popular Media. Gonna show Sailor Moon and Evangelion, and report on those.) in the same semester as my Advanced writing course (5 papers, each a minimum of 20 pages) and my Natural Science (nuff said.). Thankfully, I get to do Video Production as well as all that. That leaves me with just enough credits left over to do the summer abroad program, and get my AA, and then find another college to go to. Joy to me. But before I can do any of that, I have to pass this semester. And that may be difficult. I have so many fucking papers looming over me that I stay up until four in the morning trying to get them done, then oversleep and miss my class. Which means that I have more work that I have to get done, and meetings with academic deans, and everything like that. The stress keeps building and building, and then I snap. And people wonder why, when I go to a school populated largely by dyslexics, I post signs written in l33t on my door. It's mean, it's cruel, but hey... it's pretty fucking funny. heh heh heh.... ph34r d4 ghoti!!! In other news... well, really, there is no other news... I've been hitting the AMVs rather hard.... Seen a lot of footage for stuff that I have no clue what it is, which is bolstering my resolve to see more anime. "How do you plan to follow that course of action?" Well, I'm gonna get more anime, and then I'm gonna watch it. Feh..... Peace, Outside! Current Mood: blank Current Music: Tai Mai Shu (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 15th, 2001
10:53 pm	Because I don't know how to do this like everyone else, just click on the comments, and then fill out that same 40+ questionnarre that's going around. It will be interesting to see the responses.... At least, I hope it's interesting.... God, I pray I'm interesting enough to answer this thing for.... Great. Leave it to me to get a complex about this.... -_-;;; Current Mood: amused Current Music: Lords of Acid -- Sonya Blade (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
8:26 am	I'm never the leader, always the sheep... Wow.... I mean, it's all true, but still... it's nice to know that online surveys agree with me... (Comment on this)
Monday, November 12th, 2001
12:12 pm	Just some stuff.... Okay, first of all, I'm a bit concerned about the plane crash that just happened a few hours ago. Either we don't know if it was a terrorist attack, or no one is telling me. Personally, from what I've heard, I don't think it is. But it could be. And this sucks. Next, I really hate being so far behind in my assignments in some of my classes. I have two midterms to make up, three journal assignments, two papers, and a research project, and they all have to be done by the end of the week. I'm gonna be REAL busy.... Twoflower -- I just got the video! I really appreciate it. Now, will I ever get a chance to watch it, that's another question. I'm looking forward to 'Weakest Link' tonight. Even if I can't watch RAW tonight, I'll get to see Triple H! Wai! And Lita! WAI WAI!!! Hey, does anyone know what happened to the Anipike? Everytime I try to go there, I get sent to the American Cancer Society. Please inform me.... I was reading Dub This the other day, and Luke posted a game, which I got to participate in, and I've come to realize how behind the times I am with Anime. I haven't seen Love Hina, or Excel Saga, and those are becoming old school now. Hell, I don't even know what FCLC is.... I feel so lost and out of the loop. So, in an effort to re-acquaint myself with my hobby, I realize I must see these anime. Now, to just figure out how. ^_^;; Grrr.... Oral Exam in a half hour.... Problem of Evil, Ontological Argument for God's existence, and the Book of Job. As long as the prof doesn't ask about the Book of Job, I should be able to get by. Really wish my adderall would kick in at some point soon. This is getting rather annoying. I hate ADHD. Spent the weekend acting in a friend's movie. It's a drama about a college student who is trying to work past his attentional difficulties, and succeed in college. I'm the lead. When it's done, I'll see about turning it into an mpeg or avi, and posting it somewhere so you all can see my hideous acting. Hopefully, by this time next week, everything will be much better in my life, and I'll be under a lot less stress. Either that, or I'll be under just as much stress, but with even more work to get done. At least I can spend time with Katie to stay sane. Think I'll call my mom, and talk to her for a bit. I know I'm gonna get guilt cause I haven't called her for a while, but it might be nice to talk to some family.... Ah well... See everyone later! Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Five Doors Down -- Superman (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
12:36 pm	WWF RAW last night. Twoflower called it weak, and I'll agree that it was seriously below par, on average. The thing was, the high points were rather high, while the low points were REALLY low. Just a few things that stick out in my mind. Vince McMahon -- This I really liked. I don't know if he's messing with their minds, or if this is an actual setup between Austin and Vince. This could work well. Hurricane -- Gimmick's getting old. At first, I thought it was great. The next night, I found it amusing. Then mildly funny, then annoying, and now, I really feel like changing the channel when I see him. Nothing against Helms, but the character has got to go. Undertaker -- If I have to sit through another bout of "The Undertaker is invincible! The only way he loses is through interference!", I'll hurl. (Hey, did anyone else think that the pacing and timing of the matches was WAY off last night? It seemed like some spots were missed, or telegraphed too blatently, and most of the wrestlers seemed like their heart wasn't in it. Might just be me.) Test -- WAI!! New IC champ! I wish it could have been a better match, but I'm happy Test is moving up the ladder. Rock/Jericho -- This match would have been better served as an insult contest, or doing something with mic work, cause the actual wrestling munched monkey sperm. I can forgive a lot of stuff in a match. I can understand off nights, even forgive blowing spots. But the booking on this just sucked. The pacing was totally off, there was no story told (Well, maybe the story that Rock is such a god that even when he's been mauled he can still roll 'em up for a quick 1-2-3), and the only credible part to the match was Jericho exploding after he'd been cheated out of his title. I can almost imagine the backstage setup going something like this: Jericho: Man, this sucks. Why can't I get to run with this title? Rock: Yeah, it's pretty bad. I would have thought to wait until the next PPV, at least. J: I know, let's show our dissatisfaction with the booking staff by having a horrible match, and then I'll beat on you for a while after you pin me. R: Yeah, that can work. I'll look like a god, because I roll you up easily after being mauled most of the match, and then you get to look like a vengeful yutz. J: Well, it's either that, or we start writing for Ultra. (R & J both shiver) And thusly did they deliver a match that... that.... that totally sucked! I'm going to tentatively chalk this up to people having a REALLY bad night, and then I'm going to pray that Smackdown is better. Otherwise... well, what else is on Monday nights from 9 to 11:15? Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Meiko's Melody (Heartbeat Mix) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 1st, 2001
5:29 pm	Nostalgia (This was supposed to be going out at 2am, but LJ just kinda went *piffle*) It's strange what evokes nostalgia. Someone posted a list of songs that makes them think of their own loved one, and it tickled a little memory of a Sailor Moon story that I wrote waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay back... God, it must have been 1996. I wasn't too confident in my writing style then, so I tended to take pre-established fics, and do what I would later find out were called omakes. I doubt anyone's read them, mostly cause I don't think I archived them. Generally, I only shared them with the author of the 'original' fanfic, and left it up to them if they wanted to post it or not. At any rate, it's just gotten me thinking about a few other things... Oddly enough, as I was thinking about that fic, 'Eyes on Me' came on my WinAmp, which happens to be the very first song that my fiancee and I danced to. I couldn't tell you what day of the week it was, or where we were, but the scent of her shampoo is forever burned into my memory, and the way she smiled at me as I told her about Final Fantasy 8. God I'm such a geek. But if you all will excuse me, I'm putting Faye Wong on a loop, and I'm just going to lay down and enjoy it. (PS -- I know Chris Davies posted the fic to the FFML, but he doesn't have the fic. I've checked his site. If anyone here has a copy of a short omake of Davies' 'Celebration', either written or co-written by JD Farber, could you send it to me? I'd really appreciate it. Thanks.) Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: Faye Wong -- Eyes on Me (Comment on this)